Noy jitat!

Still no internet. I am text capable and also reachable via aim.

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Best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting.
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying,
I know you're wearing things down to the core

But hold your breath, because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath, because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind,
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words, 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep...

I'm not going to go into detail, but I was definitely not snooping, I was just curious, and found that Crystal Groves has a FB!... but only like three members, lol. So I didn't comment/join on it. But they had a link! So I followed it and... a message board! Aaaahahaha. It was made of awesome and win so I joined, to read things, I probably will never post. >____>  And it has over 200 members! HOLY CRAP THAT IS HUGE.

...that is a lot of people.

*wipes a tear from her eye* Crystal Groves has grown up so much!

Hehehehe xD

So I'm eating an apple.

Then I got caught up in something I was reading on the computer and I forgot about the apple.

I remembered it suddenly when I saw the knife, and my first thought was

OH MY GOD I GOTTA EAT MY APPLE BEFORE IT MELTS

....


yeah.

In Heaven's name, why are you walking away?
Hang on to your love.
In Heaven's name, why do you play these games?
Hang on to your love.

Take time if you're down on luck,
It's so easy
to walk out on love
Take your time if the going gets tough
It's so precious

So if you want it to get stronger,
you better not let go
You gotta hold on longer
if you want your love to grow
Gotta stick together,
hand in glove
Hold tight, don't fight,
hang on to your love

Be brave when the journey is rough
It's not easy when you're in love
Don't be ashamed when the going gets tough
It's not easy
Don't give up

In my dream, I was pregnant with twin boys. I have a lot of pregnancy dreams, but this was really the first one where I've had twins (anyone who has heard me talk about having kids knows I want to have twin girls, so this was a loop). We (George and I) are at home, and it seems like I don't know I'm pregnant or it's like I don't know I'm in labor: either way, it all happens really fast, and I end up giving birth to the first boy. Complications ensue (I also have a terrible fear of dying in childbirth, though really I cannot think of a better way to die than while bringing new life to the world) and I won't go into detail, but George ends up having to cut me open to get the baby out. I think this was aided by hearing my Mom always talk about her C-section, that she couldn't see anything but she would always say they put organs on her chest (???). George cut open my belly and managed to pull out the second baby, who was smaller than his brother, but still alive and well. In the dream, the pain I felt at my belly was so acute that I still felt it when I woke up, and the dream felt so real that I actually laid there for awhile in bed touching where the scar would be, and listening for my baby boys nearby...

Anyway, just had to share that with you... because it really kinda... is weird.

from Nanuka

A
- Available: FOR WHAT?! I assume you mean for a relationship. In which case it's 'no'!
- Age: 24
- Annoyance: My boss @ Kroger.
- Animal: Phoenixes

B
- Birthday: 3.25
- Best feeling in the world: Afterglow.
- Blind or Deaf: Blind.
- Best weather: Today.
- Been in Love: Obviously.
- Been on stage: Yep. MUTANT KITTIES.
- Believe in Magic: OH, HO IT'S MAH DICK

C
- Candy: Cookies & Cream Hershey's... I just finished it
- Color: Definitely.
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Yes.
- Chinese/Mexican Food: Tacobelllllll
- Cake or pie: Cake.
- Continent to visit: Australia.
- Cheese: I love it but it doesn't love me...

D
- Day or Night: Dusk.
- Dancing in the rain: As long as it's a warm rain!

E
- Eyes: I has them.
- Everyone's got: free will.
- Ever failed a class: Yes, art.

F

- First thoughts waking up: WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
- Favorite Food: Anything plz.

G
- Greatest Fear: Being homeless.
- Goals: Survive.

H
- Hair Color: Half black half dirty blonde.
- Height: 5'6" (WOW... you are so tall Nanuka)
- Happy: enough
- Holiday: I'd take one if I could afford it.
- How do you want to die: Happy.

I
- Ice Cream: ohgodyes
- Instrument: Piano & string instruments.

J
- Jewelry: "bottlecap" bracelets, occasionally wear my earrings, class ring & engagement ring
- Job: I has two

K
- Kids: little goats, naaaaaaa
- Kickboxing or karate: Kickboxing! I'd totally take it if I wasn't a fatass
- Keep a journal: Sporadically

L
- Love: is chemically induced.
- Letter: S
- Laughed so hard you cried: Recently! Wtf was it over... oh yeah! HAHAHA... I am not talking about that here.

M
- Milk flavor: n/a, can't drink milk
- Movies: YES PLZ. Horror wins probably.
- Motion sickness: Yeah, it's GAY.
- McD’s or BK: Burger King

N
- Number: 1229

O
- One wish: to be out of debt.

P
- Pepsi/Coke: Coke, but I love me some AMP lately.
- Perfect Pizza: Half cheese half pepperoni.
- Piercings: Just my ears, too squeamish for piercings, talk to be about tattoos.

Q
- Quail: ROFL QUAILMAN

R
- Reason to cry: Mah momma
- Reality T.V.: Iron Chef America
- Ring size: 5.25-7.5

S
- Song: "Last Firstborn" by CCCccccc uhhh... I can't remember their name right now LOL
- Shoe size: 9
- Salad Dressing: Ranch or a vinaigrette.
- Sushi: Nah, I don't really like seaweed.
- Shower: long and hot
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Fruit is GROZZZZZ

T
- Tattoos: I has three and I want MOAR
- Time for bed: 10pm-1am usually
- Thunderstorms: Are crazy in Richmond

U
- Unpredictable: cest la vie

V
- Vacation spot(s): OBX... I look forward to it

W
- Weakness: BACON
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: They all do to some degree, but nobody is like me really ;)
- Worst feeling: heartbreak
- Wanted to be a model: Yeah, sure, for SuicideGirls
- Worst Weather: cold, bitter rain & wind.

X
- X-Rays: my teeth

Y
-Year it is now: 2009
-Yellow: BUMBLEBEEEEEEEE

Z
- Zoo animal: Captive =(

WOAH.

We have drama here!

Also, anyone looking to move? Like Maryland area? We want to get out of VA, but can't afford to live on our own in Maryland.

Read this long ass survey I filled out!
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